tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30908498553665841362024-03-13T06:56:13.335-07:00TouchéArcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.comBlogger142125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-34078033235871803652022-02-13T03:58:00.003-08:002022-02-13T04:37:28.427-08:00Apple Is A Cancer That Should Not Be Treated<p style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span> <span> </span></span></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span><span><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEh_78S3KwesoUNkdIQHsl9-FON-m6OIZtNPthqT_R30TvwUvnF9J09rvnkoPDNLAhi7acM2LwaV-3hixlAzL-AAxvoXJ8Bt-ewtG-icXwkMgzEqafa5dddysyh_rqrtDtV8ubmH5uoZGyAUGJ_RVN3M0meWf-29cLE_dnLplHV3Ln67nLYL7BiEr0wE8A=s512" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="512" data-original-width="512" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEh_78S3KwesoUNkdIQHsl9-FON-m6OIZtNPthqT_R30TvwUvnF9J09rvnkoPDNLAhi7acM2LwaV-3hixlAzL-AAxvoXJ8Bt-ewtG-icXwkMgzEqafa5dddysyh_rqrtDtV8ubmH5uoZGyAUGJ_RVN3M0meWf-29cLE_dnLplHV3Ln67nLYL7BiEr0wE8A=s320" width="320" /></a></span></span></span></div><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span><span><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div></span></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span><span><br /></span></span></span></div><p></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span><span><span> </span>It all goes back to the last quarter of 2016, where I broke my first ever Sony smartphone, Xperia T2 Ultra, and desperately searching for the replacement. At the time, I was somewhat clueless about technology, especially smartphone, and starting to do my own research about those things. I didn't hold a phone for about a week until finally I decided to buy Asus Zenfone 3 Max. I chose the phone because I'm always a fan of stock Android and Zenfone 3 Max suited the criteria (which what Sony also do great even until now). After using it a year more or less, I'm getting more aware about chipsets, learnt about it, and started to realize MediaTek chipset was a mess.</span></span><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span><span><br /></span></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span> I eventually bought Motorola Moto G5S Plus and immediately fell in love with it. The UI, the features, escaped from MediaTek and switched to Snapdragon which was the thing drove me more into technology, all of it. I held into Moto G5S almost 4 years, which now fell into my dad's hands, and I had a new crush, a BIG ONE, that was OnePlus. I'm getting more and more aware of the smartphone world and how it works and starting to look into this particular phone, the legendary-boxy-jam packed iPhone 4 series from Apple.</span><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span><br /></span></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"> I'm starting to do my research about Android and iOS, particularly Apple, and until now the company keeps screaming <i>what the fucks </i>in my ears. The high prices, the marketing scheme, the ecosystem which also known by 'the wall', and the so-called innovations. Don't get me wrong, I love the products. I love iPhone, Macbook, I'm even a big fan of iPads which until today still the best tablet you can buy. Apple Bionic chipsets also still beat the hell out of other chipsets until now. Here is where the BUTS came in.<br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span> </span>First of all, the removal of headphone jack in iPhone 7 (2016). It blew my mind and even all the tech world were infuriated on that front and in Apple fashion, just in case you didn't know, they did it for the waterproofing to work more effectively and correct me if I'm wrong, because they needed more space for the components inside. Well, as always, Android phones also started to do this until someday figured out to put in the headphone jack back while still maintaining a big battery also IP rating for water and dust resistance.</span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span> </span>Apple also known to put 'new' features in their products long after they were exist in Android phones such as 5G, higher refresh rate (granted, they were taken from iPad), and the biggest LOL I had were about widgets and App Library. What I very appreciated though, that they have to wait and perfected the features before finally being released in their products. While on the other hand, Android phones are all about innovation and coming from the science world, I'm a sucker for innovation.</span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span> </span>Speaking of innovation, here is my take about Apple and Android OEMs. Android phones are always up for the task in experimentation while Apple is all about consistency and that is a plus in my book. Apple products are boring, but they just simply work, while Android products often sometimes rely on the developers for their features to work, which bring us back to that open source project vs the damned Apple ecosystem.</span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span> Then there's this whole not shipping iPhone without the charging adapter fiasco which they justified it by saying they 'care about the environment' and actually not so important the placing of the camera modules with iPhone 13 mini and vanilla iPhone 13 that looked like Apple is trying to do psychological test on all of us and they said it was because they made the module oh so slightly bigger and so couldn't place the modules vertically.</span><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span><br /></span></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"></span></span></p><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiGocyCcN7jbttXK28iZJodxU4tXgT7KJQZGDgISKtmYKsyWezkAY4RlUJQgPzfbbgbJ56VCZ9LOTe0dkNSqP1pCSl1_kOBd1qm54HhPzsvNJhLuQdjS37bBsunIEYyyFs00A_yq9tc2Y9JWljZZHBUYvaxrtoCMsAYGcJ4g0Q4BO8c4mO5u-GSTRl5gA=s674" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="333" data-original-width="674" height="158" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiGocyCcN7jbttXK28iZJodxU4tXgT7KJQZGDgISKtmYKsyWezkAY4RlUJQgPzfbbgbJ56VCZ9LOTe0dkNSqP1pCSl1_kOBd1qm54HhPzsvNJhLuQdjS37bBsunIEYyyFs00A_yq9tc2Y9JWljZZHBUYvaxrtoCMsAYGcJ4g0Q4BO8c4mO5u-GSTRl5gA=s320" width="320" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: x-small;">What pattern comes next?</span></i></td></tr></tbody></table><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span><br /></span></span></span><p></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span><span> I'm not complaining without offering the solution, though, and people also might have heard it before. They could offer options to sell the phones and charging adapters with discounts like Xiaomi does in China, which Xiaomi even offer to ship their phone with the adapter free of charge (pun intended). On the camera front, they could make the squared module slightly bigger, which they actually did when upgraded their iPhone 12 to 13 series anyway.</span></span></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span><span><br /></span></span></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;">(<i>This is just me ranting, what I found funny was one of this Apple fangirl also called me out on Instagram when I mentioned the camera module thing and she told me the same thing with Apple</i>.)</span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span> </span>The point is that I don't like how Apple justify things the way they did so that Android OEMs will follow these toxic manners and what I called growing tumor or cancer, which I also hate these days with the millenials and their <i>fucking </i>FOMO, but that is another thing for another time. That ONE thing a really, REALLY appreciate that Apple did recently was the <a href="https://www.apple.com/newsroom/2021/11/apple-announces-self-service-repair/">Self Service Repair</a>, where they allow their customers to have access for Apple's genuine parts and tools. BIG Respect.</span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span> Oh and I also still manage to like Apple even just a little bit when Steve Jobs (RIP) was still around. Now that he's gone, Apple just becoming more unbearable. Again, I don't hate the products, it's all about the company itself.</span><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span><br /></span></span></span></p><p style="text-align: justify;"><span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: georgia;"><span> </span>However, that's not necessarily a bad thing, like all things are. This cancer called Apple should not be treated because, hey, competition is a very, very good thing and who knows, maybe someday Apple will change my thoughts around and as a self-proclaimed tech journalist, I'd love to be proven wrong, as tech enthusiasts should be.</span></span></p>Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-81027511121450921712020-09-12T07:00:00.004-07:002020-09-12T07:00:19.314-07:00<p style="text-align: right;"><i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"> At least give me <strike>someone </strike>(and/or) something else to sad about.</span></i></p>Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-73585040655558437412019-12-19T04:42:00.003-08:002019-12-19T04:42:47.611-08:00"I'm not going anywhere."<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>From sixty to forty</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>But still the shorty</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>An untamed animal amongst the herd</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>But simply, just wanna be heard</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Questioning every decision that has been made</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Hanging by a thread at the tip of this blade</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>With no shell, a homeless crustacean</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Left behind with no consolation</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>I figured it out already.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>In the future I shall see</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>What will be and what is going to be</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>When I was stated C</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Instead of the usual B</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>There was no end to the strife</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>When she's a quitter in love,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>While I'm a quitter in life</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>At least when we're both comitting,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>She's still alive.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>For all the undead and the living</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>The biggest <b>irony</b>, though</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>With a little taste of despair</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>The last thing she said before leaving;</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><b><u>"I'm not going anywhere."</u></b></i></span>Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-23559119144519441542019-12-18T08:53:00.000-08:002019-12-19T01:23:26.772-08:00I'm just gonna put it right here.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">This is simply a proof that no matter what I do, it never matters. No matter if I put 0%, 50% or even 100% in my efforts that it'll never work they way I want. To simplify it: <b>I will never be loved</b><sup>(1)</sup>,<b> </b>at least, in a romantic way. I told myself,"Don't lose her" and surprise surprise: I lost her. This time, <b>BIG TIME</b>. Well, maybe now I just have to wait for some girl to be obsessed by me, to love me the way I am, want to do work by herself, just like I am to her. Yeah, I'm using the present tense. Big news. At least when I wrote this. But it seems unlikely, back to point <sup>(1)</sup>. "You lost pieces of yourself everytime you give yourself to someone else." and I guess that what happened to me. I <i>completely </i>lost myself and to build from the scratch? Back to the square one? It's one hell of a task, I'm telling you. I guess in this one starting really is harder than maintaining. She's always asking to keep my positive thinking in check so here it is. That post above is a reminder for you, you useless stupid lazy <i>fucking</i> piece of <i>shit</i>. This is your past speaking, <b>Never</b> fall in love too hard <b>ever</b> again. <b>Never </b>put your 100% into everyone <b>ever </b>again.</span></div>
Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-24620477310946831252019-12-08T19:10:00.000-08:002019-12-08T19:10:04.398-08:00Earthquake<span style="color: #660000;"><i>The shakes</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Keep getting stronger</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Keep coming periodically</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>The head rushes</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Strike, melodically</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Having a little joy to crave</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Belittle that I'm actually the one,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Who is keeping score</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Have to keep reminding myself,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>That you're not here anymore</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Losing both the battle and the war</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Back to that phase again,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Locking the front door</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Hoping to not coming back again</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Can I just, simply, disappear?</i></span>Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-29730312462896474012019-11-18T02:29:00.002-08:002019-11-18T02:29:37.050-08:00The Book: Part 1<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"I bought a book."</i></span><br />
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"What is it about?"</i></span></div>
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"Fantasy, drama, all that kind of stuff."</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"I bought it like two to three months ago and didn't have the time to read it yet."</i></span><br />
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"Okay. Cool."</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"Have fun!"</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #990000;">*three hours later*</span></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"Hey."</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"I'm heartbroken."</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"Why is that?"</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"The ending was a cliffhanger."</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"What ending?"</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"Ooh the book, sorry."</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"Yeah."</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"Buy the second part, then."</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"There is no second part."</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"Create your own ending, then."</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i>"Shall we?"</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: #990000;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #990000;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-39009186099777394532019-10-28T11:14:00.001-07:002019-10-28T11:14:16.819-07:00Midnight Thoughts: Part 1<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Well, it's not really a part one if you count the other nights that was not written here, or even, everywhere. Because that's the thing, people only care about what is shown, what is written, what is out of surface. They don't know what's under the rock. But I understand. I'm not against them who seeks for help. In fact, I'm standing with them. Or in this case, behind them. Maybe, just maybe, we don't need help. Or more accurately, we don't <b>want</b> any help. It's been weeks, maybe even months, that I prepared myself to sleep early, just to find myself not being able to sleep four or five hours later. It's exhausting, It's <b>FUCKING EXHAUSTING</b>. I lost the love of my life. Well, for the second time this time. I thought it would be better this time, but well, it still hurts. In fact, it equally hurts, but from the different angle. On top of that, there is a chance I could lose my best friend now. That sharp thing is teasing every now and then, and so far it's doing a fantastic job at it. At this moment, with all that, if I'm allowed to wish, I'm just wishing for one tiny thing: can I just not be a burden for everyone? Is that a really hard thing to ask for?</i></span></div>
Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-31840547297385579382019-10-19T12:53:00.001-07:002019-10-19T12:53:43.501-07:00Slave<i><span style="color: #660000;">I'm on my knees,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">But they're keep calling</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">One by one besides me,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">They're falling</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Not a good thing, though</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Barely breathing with just a little bit of air</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Everything to share</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Can't tell which is fair or not</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">But everything around me is already,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">In pair.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000;">From eating everything</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">To never consume anything</span></i><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>The teasing and the joke</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>More than enough to make a stroke</i></span><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Putting themselves where the peace is</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">And now I can rest in pieces</span></i>Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-54095443480750489532019-09-10T02:11:00.003-07:002019-09-10T02:11:48.633-07:00I Love (The Idea Of) You<i><span style="color: #660000;"><b>Yes, it was love but,</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><b>No, it wasn't unconditional</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000;">I'm not even demanding for an apology</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Jumping into conclusion at the first glance</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Even in messing up I am a prodigy</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">You could never plan romance</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Keeping your name on top of the shelf</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Thinking holding back is better than the rage</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">What you've been telling me or telling yourself</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Is it setting myself free or opening your own cage?</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Not as furious as the last time</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Only unchecked everything from the top lists</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Another self proclaim but it was sublime</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Did nothing but settling with my own fists</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000;">I've sat countless nights in front of the door</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Wondering if the cold would take my soul</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">What I've been really wishing down to my core</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Seeing you knocking and making me whole</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000;">You never loved</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">You never have</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Not for what I am or who I am</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><u>You just love the idea of me.</u></span></i>Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-90830583359192514602019-09-04T19:23:00.002-07:002019-09-10T01:41:25.894-07:00I'm Fine Without You<i><span style="color: #660000;">If you meant staring into space everyday,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Still finding the permanent cure</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Seeing from every different point of view</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Then sure,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><b>I'm okay without you.</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000;">If you meant getting no job done,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Always feeling insecure</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Wanting to call,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">When this head was placed under curfew</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Then sure,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><b>I'm good without you.</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000;">If you meant crying myself to sleep,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Worrying every minute every second</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">No consolation</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Just like the last time</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Another isolation</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Sure,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><b>I'm great without you.</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000;">If you meant daily face palms,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Can't even stop the bleeding</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Close enough to dying</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Rejecting a love this pure</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Couldn't accept, easily withdrew</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;">Then sure,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000;"><b><strike>I'm totally fine without you.</strike></b></span></i><br />
Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-71937839572285916262019-09-02T04:02:00.001-07:002019-09-02T04:02:20.481-07:00I Hate It<span style="color: #660000;"><i>The way someone likes another</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Not really owning one</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>For better or worse, or even better</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Not all the damage are done</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>Obsession.</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>The way someone says,"I'm broken."</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>But still excel at getting paid</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Have a job or not failing or outspoken</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Either find love or getting laid</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>Hypocrite(s).</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Looking at the adored one, love potion</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>But not like the way it did anymore</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Was a choice, but now only an option</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i>Aching for attention right to the core</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>It hurts.</b></i></span><br />
<br />Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-32480725586005779822019-08-28T03:51:00.001-07:002019-08-28T03:51:39.053-07:00Instructions Unclear<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>Truth be told, speaking carelessly</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>Despising a moment of clarity</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>Not to mention threading carefully</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>Catching a glimpse an unimaginable picture</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>Out of of nowhere, so unnecessary</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>The time one said it was A</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>To the point where it lead to B</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>The one who made the day</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>No longer about the bird and the bee</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>Just begging in a lifetime to meant it</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>About simply caring and how to feel</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>To trust not much but one bit</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>Did nothing but only kneel</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b><br /></b></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>Can't guess or escape out of this hell</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>Getting back on track, when out of sync</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>What to do, please, do tell</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000;"><i><b>The only thing to do is spilling this ink</b></i></span><br />
<br />Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-90846215093039644342019-05-23T03:41:00.000-07:002019-05-23T03:41:43.930-07:00Just A Little (Too Much)<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Before and after</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Well, we know the differences</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>To joke a little bit</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>To do pep talk a little bit</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>To drop the needle,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>On where we sit</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>To burn the cold when it's frozen</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>To cool it off when it's hot like hell</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>To share some weights when it's overload</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>To console and say all is well</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>To simply stay whatever how it is</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>To be with no one else out there</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Not only be the love of our college</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>To say the word love 'til one could not bear</i></span><br />
<span style="color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>and having me, simply acknowledge</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>To be careless never again nonetheless</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>None<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;"> of the changes have </span>surprised<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;"> me as such</span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;">Just a history repeating itself</span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;">To spare me, a little time</span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;">Am I asking too much?</span></i></span>Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-92164564379120964092019-05-11T04:29:00.000-07:002019-05-11T04:29:28.821-07:00Lost<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>A lesson,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>A blessing,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>She's both.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>A reason</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>For growth.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Receiving our everyday's pat</i></span><br />
<i><b><span style="color: #660000;">La grand amour</span></b></i><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Even more than that,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>She's my saviour</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Picking our usual cup,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Talking about our usual affair</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>How can I even pick her up,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>When she's not there?</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Mentally died the first time I lost her</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Who knows what will happen,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>The second time things do not concur?</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Still thinking I'm doing fine</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Distance makes me do things out of line</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Running out of how to greet</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Feeling like walking through a one-way street</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Exploring this new world of yours</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Hoping my vision won't bring me to my all fours</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>On the seaside, a fistful of sand</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Slipping right through my hand</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>What we do now did reverse</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>The words that are said now did diverse</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Still believing all are hopeful</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>To be or not to be, careful</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>Arcida Gautamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06720774982255319923noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-53645665853201197222019-04-04T06:53:00.003-07:002019-04-04T06:53:28.833-07:00Relapse<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The same old song, playing on repeat</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It was simple, the number twenty three</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Craving for something sweet</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But, where were we?</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">A mutual feeling that can't be labeled</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Remedy for a low point that's not really new</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Just an abstract button to be enabled</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Those teeth still my favorite morning view</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Trying my best, caught you off guard</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Sometimes, it's not enough</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Full of joy, but we both scarred</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Sometimes, it gets rough</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">This weak soul already settled</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Fulfilling our life all in your terms</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Things like double standards, feeling dismantled</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The laugh obeys, the tear confirms</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Take it slow, darling</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It's not a sprint, it's a marathon</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">If you allow me for one sure thing</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">To be something - you can count on</span></i></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00401920666825371621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-24661736962329264062018-11-27T08:23:00.000-08:002018-11-27T08:23:23.523-08:00One<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Different angle, different view</i></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Still a huge hole to fill in</i></span></span></div>
<div>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>No man can always play detective</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Just seeing things, with another perspective</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>In a game that can't be won</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>That one game, nobody can outrun</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Seeing reflective on a puddle</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Risking everything to put <b>the one</b> on the middle</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Wondering around looking for the aftermath</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Instead, found a chaos bloodbath</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>One could only wonder, imagining</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Between one's brain and one's heart, crashing</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>On the side of the beach, standing</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>In one's own thought, sinking</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Slit on one wrist, how can one live?</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>So much demands with so little to give</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Simple things like a stupid pun</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Don't even mind to be called <b>the other one</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>One's keep reminding not to worry</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>But the other has to be hurry</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Sharing future as a common goal</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>To be half or to be whole</i></span><br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00401920666825371621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-7151307409604943362018-10-25T06:20:00.001-07:002018-10-25T06:20:18.600-07:00My Other Pair Of Shoe<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>We were not actually off to a rocky start</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Just planning what to eat or add our shopping cart</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>From the deepest of my heart</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>We will never be apart</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>This is not actually a poem, it's a letter</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Although we know you deserve better</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>I sincerely wished we never lost the last three years</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Maybe you didn't know that somehow I live in fears</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>I wouldn't, but I shouldn't be sad</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Couldn't be upset over something I never had</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>I'm sorry if this is all too cheesy</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Too fond of words to be even a little breezy</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>I won't know the future nor who you will marry</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Lessons we learned that I'll always carry</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Giving me tons of wildest memories</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Slowly fading, taming my inner beast</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Without saying <u>those three words</u></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Without hoping you say,"I do too"</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Just know that, <b>I really do</b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>You're my other pair of shoe</i></span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00401920666825371621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-34185933316430694792018-10-17T07:29:00.004-07:002018-10-17T07:30:33.726-07:00Closure<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Another story ends early this morning</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">A literal example from a bad decision</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Another story, another beginning</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">A haunted house yet another mansion</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Some things broken, all systems fail</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Believes change, paper crusts</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Showed up in the form of mail</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Getting out of empty trusts</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">She can hear colors out of the blue</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Scratches not only form my thumb</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Patching things up out of pity</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Nothing does matter, already numb</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">It's great actually, a view from above</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Leaving traces while sitting peacefully</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Enough said, we all outta love</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">The time has eventually come,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">To take everything,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I mean EVERYTHING,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Easily.</span></i></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00401920666825371621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-12393927729009668772018-05-07T22:31:00.003-07:002018-05-07T22:31:43.773-07:00Abu Abu<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Satu</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Dua</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Delapan</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Berimpit di antara semua warna.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Tercampur hingga tak kasat mata.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Menggambarkan titik nol, dari ataupun menuju.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Hanya satu abstrak yang tak terucap kata.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Ketika terlalu banyak mengambil salah langkah.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Berada pada buku yang sama namun lain halaman.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Atau lembar yang sama pada karya yang berbeda..</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Di antara dua hal yang berlawanan.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Satu keputusan, memutuskan asa.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Memungkiri keunggulan lawan di atas kertas.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Untuk pengakuan yang tersebar di luar sana.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Mewakili delapan titik tanpa batas.</span></i></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00401920666825371621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-42793141923053095512018-04-01T06:40:00.000-07:002018-04-01T06:40:27.030-07:00Stalker 101: Prolog.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">There was once,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">When the birds stop singing,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">When the kids stop playing,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">When the dads stop caring,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">When the hopeless stops praying.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I rise, when this big-white-floating thingy shows itself, avoiding pedestrians in my hoodie and direct sunlight. I'm not some kind of mystic creature that haunts living things with sharp claws or sharp teeth. My eyes are brown, my blood is red, I breath oxygen, and all my hair and nails are perfectly trimmed. Looking at the people fighting at the crossroad. Some people shouting, some people honking, some people pointing at things, those popping veins on their foreheads, the traffic lights keep changing colors. Seeing that girl not noticing she's been walking her dog with her dog's <i>shit</i> under her shoes. Catching at the right moment when that man lights his cigarette on the wrong end. That robbery over there, with a man holding a big bag of money and the policemen are chasing him. You can really see everything from up here. Some people choose to be ignorance, some people are just plain stupid. I choose to ignore that woman, about three miles over there with her green binoculars.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">In the end, this internet thing is finally deciding to stay, after all. More nudity, more violence, more bullying. Browsing through this entire forum, discussing how a small creature can cause a horrifying, slow, painful death. It's inspiring, though. Even a small flap of butterfly wings can set off a horrible storm somewhere. I look everywhere. Everyone's got their own iPhone. Everyone's looking down. It's an epidemic. A <i>fucking </i>real zombie apocalypse, if you will. Along with their routine. Get up at eight, go to work, having lunch at twelve, finish at five, swearing on the traffic at six, dinner at seven, relaxing after dinner, and what I mean by relaxing is: checking on their smartphone simultaneously (if you're alone as <i>fuck</i>), and then go to bed at ten or eleven, get up at eight, and so on. Me, on the other hand, <i>fucking</i> hate routine. I do different things everyday. If one thing is consistent about my life, it's inconsistency.</span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Do you know that after mating, the female praying mantis eats the male's head off? Just leaving him there to die. Don't trust any woman. I mean, at first. You bring your feelings first, and sure enough you'll get your head bitten off. I threw away the idea of being in love a long time ago. In spite of people blaming anyone else for what bad they experienced, you of all people should know, that you should take a second look in the nearest mirror and think. What made them did what they did. Were you the reason they did what they did? Did they got back at you from something you did? My point is: blame yourself.</span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">The white flag in your house turns into yellow.</span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">The girl or her idea that you should follow.</span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">When you see me, don't expect me to say hello,</span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I'm not that kind of fellow.</span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">As soon as I get down from this building, life of the people in this list are never gonna be the same again, for better or worse. They will say that this was none of my business. Actually, that </span><b style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">is</b><span style="color: #660000; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"> my business. How, you ask? That is <b>none of your business</b>.</span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00401920666825371621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-14838167531874383682018-03-10T02:41:00.002-08:002018-03-10T02:41:30.929-08:00The Useless One<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Meet the mother.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">A loving wife.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">A part-time gardener.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Showing how to live a life.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Working hard as a bargainer.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Always simple and being an example.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The kindest person under the roof.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Never leave things undone.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The loved one.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Meet the father.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Solid as a rock.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Pushing himself on a morning walk.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">A designated driver.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">A corporate survivor.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Even though he had never be fun,</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He's the responsible one.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Meet the sister.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">She's always there.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">She's everywhere.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Being a wonderful mid-wife.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Already figured out her life.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Praised by the family.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Oozing so clammily.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">As silent as a nun.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #0c343d; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">She's the smart one.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Meet the son.</span></i></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Laying around like a dog with no job.</span></i></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">As useful as a cobb.</span></i></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">In his twenties and unemployed.</span></i></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Took his test so long.</span></i></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Like the intro of every song of Pink Floyd.</span></i></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Even though he got straight A's.</span></i></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">From his birth to his high school graduation.</span></i></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Even he was the ace.</span></i></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Now he seems like he's at the end of the station.</span></i></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Just point his head with a handgun.</span></i></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Because he's the useless one.</span></i></div>
<i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00401920666825371621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-22569295735986920112018-01-23T01:40:00.003-08:002018-01-23T01:40:58.313-08:00Oblivious<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>She's not unbearable, just too predictable.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Even though it's not fair,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>For me or for her, to compare.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Making me better than being with myself.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Not keeping my mind in my own shelf.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>To prevent me drowning in my own haunt.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>That is simply what I want.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Even though I don't feel the <u>tingling</u>,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Slowly, I'm healing.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Maybe I just can't wait.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Because everybody needs a clean slate.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Picking up from what we left but it was different.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Getting some tonight then act indifferent.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Try to talk highly but she's not on the same level.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Sort of having a conversation in the medieval.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Trying to ignore her, for stating the obvious,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>She had no idea, totally oblivious.</i></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00401920666825371621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-77755369192534134192017-12-29T05:48:00.000-08:002017-12-29T05:48:01.451-08:00Promises<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>No lies, consider it done.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Exchanging smiles, from day one.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><u>No more playing, no more second thought.</u></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><u>I'll never try to make you something that you're not.</u></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Making you laugh,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Writing our own autobiograph.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>These are not promises,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>These are vows.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Erasing this lost cause.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Hoping we unpause.</i></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00401920666825371621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-53810151922524256982017-12-19T09:37:00.000-08:002017-12-25T03:53:48.541-08:00How Ordinary Are You?<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>Stepping into the light.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>Stars, they unite.</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Living in a denial.</span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>Placing <b>death</b> on a speed dial.</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Future with no face.</span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>Where troubles take place.</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">One day it feels okay.</span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>Then god says,"Not today."</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Dreaming of a perfect world.</span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>A life of the uncurled.</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Another tale of a question.</span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>Add a third party in that equation.</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Being married to sorrow.</span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>Gonna try,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>First thing tomorrow.</i></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00401920666825371621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3090849855366584136.post-40034127507437423442017-12-07T06:31:00.000-08:002017-12-07T06:31:02.025-08:00The One<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Telling these stories hoping a clean slate.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>About you know what and you know who.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Years too far and years too late.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>About when I fell and which I blew.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Searching for <b>The One</b>.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>They said.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>What comes after <b>The One</b>?</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><u>The next one</u>.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><u>The other one</u>.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>They said.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>For better or worse, she chooses.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Getting out of formality.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Every little details every little excuses.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Making path out of technicality.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>All these years I've been listening,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>To my own gate, opening.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Always looking.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Secretly wishing.</i></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00401920666825371621noreply@blogger.com0