My Other Pair Of Shoe

We were not actually off to a rocky start
Just planning what to eat or add our shopping cart
From the deepest of my heart
We will never be apart

This is not actually a poem, it's a letter
Although we know you deserve better

I sincerely wished we never lost the last three years
Maybe you didn't know that somehow I live in fears
I wouldn't, but I shouldn't be sad
Couldn't be upset over something I never had

I'm sorry if this is all too cheesy
Too fond of words to be even a little breezy

I won't know the future nor who you will marry
Lessons we learned that I'll always carry
Giving me tons of wildest memories
Slowly fading, taming my inner beast

Without saying those three words
Without hoping you say,"I do too"
Just know that, I really do
You're my other pair of shoe